I HAVE A COLD. And my belly is sore : ( I hate colds, as I hate not being able to breathe. I was only able to get into that half-aslep state last night until about... 3am when I finially fell asleep. I had to keep on getting up to blow my nose. I thought I was watching Jonathan Ross when the TV wasn't even on. Bleh... Finially dreamt I was going round town trying to find a little Asian shop to buy some jalebi. I never did, but I really wore myself out with all that walking and when I woke up my legs hurt...
My brother just came in all like 'Buh-grunt, how much to kiwis cost?!' and I'm just like, why would I know that? Why would I, out of everyone he could have asked, known that? Why why why...
I don't associate my art with me. I don't look at it and think 'that's definatly me'. I started drawing Shappi Battenburg when I was doing my art exam work, and studying Chinatsu Ban. After spending years concentrating on things being anatomically correct, seeing and mimicing her childish style felt so liberating. Even though I've really turned Shappi into something unique to me, I don't feel like she represents me very well. I like her and all, but I want to do more stuff in my other style, that I can see and think 'yep, that's me'.
Got a lovely haircut~ It's a bob that's quite shot at the back but swoops down almost to my shoulders at the front, it's fairly layered and I have a sweepy fringe. After having my hair going down my back for quite a few years it just feels so odd. Especially when I wash it, I can't even get hold of the shot bits at the back. Oh, and my skin is looking a lot better, which is nice.
Being ill is so boring. I couldn't work yesterday and spent all day on the sofa, and watched awful tv including three hours of Jerry Springer. Oh my goodness, I was loosing the will to live. And I was annoyed that I could have been earning money in that time! What a waste of a day. AND no one told me that the Russell Brand show was starting at 8 instead of 9 last night and I missed an hour of it. I was Not Impressed.
I should be digidestined! Imagine it! I'd be amazing. Why aren't I? Why can't it be real?? Actually, the wonderfullness of Digimon is that for all we know, it could be real. Even though chances are it isn't. But it should and I should be digidestined! I'd be great~